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Saturday, January 8, 2011

Hi all (whoever that still read my dead blog)

Just have the sudden urge to blog my 2011 resolution therefore here i am typing it all out to remind myself of my targets and goals for this yr =). .. shall split my resolution into 圣事和凡事。

圣事
1) attend ren cai ban
2) LY for QCTB
3) continue learning conducting
4) improve my vocal qualities
5) lead xiao de qsn full force
6) LY for SQJ
7) learn ban dao zi li
8) B Camp Planning

凡事
1) hope that my career (trading will be better and better)
2) acheive good academic results for the year
3) waiting for march to come and all questions and answer will be solved
4) hope that i can spend my time with my family
5) go overseas with my family

hahah think thats all for now.. will add  more when i think of it... =)

somewhere over the rainbow.
[9:56 PM]



Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Revive blog =)

Been a year since i updated this blog already hahaz... blogging craze has not been my interest anyway.. Many words are not meant to be said.. maybe it is better by typing =)

recently mood had been very down as i am very affected by the people around me... i wished to change but something is stopping me from changing... temper had been bad... i feel very sorry for my family cause they had to endure my temper... been worrying about so many things in life recently and it is really affecting my daily life...

What i can say is that different people got different thoughts and idealogy... Dun try to change them as you will only get disappointed in the end... Many things that we see or hear may not be the truth also.. Whether its real or fake does not matter to me anymore... i just wish that you can live happily... there are somethings that i just cannot accept...

Therefore i choose to remain silent.. I am still trying to let go but the state of emptyness is stopping me... i dun understand why i landed myself in this plight... all along maybe it is me who has been thinking only... Maybe i think too much in the end... if that is the case, you can do what u want.. I do not want to see the day when something really happen... If u really cannot control your own actions, i will only left in disappointment... i will not say much but just choose to left silently...

Well enough of emoing, i am thinking of trading futures full time as a career... It will be a very daring move and challenging job whereby there will be no CPF =).. however the returns will be much more than a salary job.. Furthermore it is my dream job as i enjoy the thrills i get from it... really hope that i can work a career out of it. Will see in future if i am able to carve a career by myself...

Shall end off with a sentence... (i choose not to say my problem as i dun wan to burden u or make your life unhappy.. maybe i am just one of the "important" person in your life.. what i can say is that, i am really disappointed in your actions)

somewhere over the rainbow.
[8:02 PM]



Sunday, August 30, 2009

Busy months ahead.. =)

Hopefully i will have some busy months ahead..

-prepare byz xctb programme..
-prepare props for yr end taiwan sport meets..
-prepare for up coming ss muscial..
-write out a musical for bgjd 40th (still planning in progress)
-read those books that jingyi intro
-read dao shu
-watch 2 dramas
-take up more tuition assignment..
-learn piano
- learn driving (only if i have the $$)
-play games (D2, D3, FM2010)
- have a bachelors outing with junwei and co before he becomes a real man =)
-meet up with my sispec section mates
-have a night cycling with my family =)

i guess so far only got these in mind hahaz.. still got many many more but well it slips off my mind.. so will add them in when i suddenly think of ani =)

somewhere over the rainbow.
[2:27 PM]



Thursday, August 27, 2009

Diablo 2 crazzie !! await diablo 3

Hi there.. recently been quite crazy about diablo 2 hahaz.. an old game to be exact.. hahaz.. since i was pri sch.. but the game is still fun to play.. spend my last 5 days playing and completing the game hahaz.. oh well maybe i am just too free le.. tt y spend my time playing such an old game hahz.. just when online to see some diablo 3 news.. and they got a new class.. hahaz.. total 4 classes now.. wizard, barbarian, monk and witch doctor.. how i wish they have another class (RANGER CLASS) hahaz.. and yess i am crazy about bowman hehez.. no matter wat game i play.. always take bowman de lol.. maybe it is like to my ARMY vocation hahz.. One shot One Kill =).. and the currently news is that they may come out with another class.. i hope is ranger hehez..

ok game aside.. just went to register myself in another tuition agency lol.. hope to get more tuition assignment to earn some extra income.. got to find other source of income after i ORD hehez.. so tuition will be the best option =).. still got to save money to learn piano and driving.. plus my university fees and my daily expenses.. oh ya and my insurance too.. tsk tsk... so much expenses.. must start saving more le hahaz..

Oh man i miss Gan Bu ying 2009.. haha i miss malaysia.. i miss dao chang lol.. i miss shen shi.. i miss going to malaysia with shen shi.. it is always fun to learn from malaysia qian xian.. and recently one of the malaysia qian xian took a picture of me when i was having my singing examination.. and i quite like the photo.. maybe shall upload the photo later on this blog hahaz.. ok shall stop here le... cya...

somewhere over the rainbow.
[5:52 PM]



Monday, August 24, 2009

Mahjong killing spree =)

Sometimes i just dun like my own attitude =(. kind of argued with my mother yesterday.. so sorry for answering back at you mum.. originally called some of my friends to play mahjong at my house de.. however my mother dun allowed so it triggered off my temper.. in the end went to NUS (siwei hostel) for the mahjong session hahaz.. and hmm it seems like a lucky place for me hahaz

we played a total of 3 rounds yesterday and total i won about $115 hahaz.. to think that we only played 20c and 40c for leisure hahaz.. sometimes it gets quite stress playing mahjong and winning so much hahaz.. cause i cannot talk much.. once i talk, sure get scolding by the remaining three players lol.. Lady luck was with me yesterday i must admit.. haha of course my lucky colour red hahaz.. everytime play mahjong must wear red de hahaz.. cannot wear black.. sometimes we just have to believe that there are such things as lucky colour eh.. hahaz.. in the end.. chris (siwei) got the most loses.. been quite a while since he lost so much le hahaz.. its almost me every round "zi mo" hahz..

ok mahjong aside hahaz.. spend another day sleeping and playing computer games today hahaz.. wasting my days away waiting to ord.. can someone pls call me out or something hahaz.. but i do not wan to spend any money outside hahaz.. =x..

somewhere over the rainbow.
[9:10 PM]



Saturday, August 22, 2009

Sickening sun =x

Went back to camp for range today.. and hello!! its a sat ehh.. still got army stuff.. to think that i am about to ORD in 3 weeks lol.. and the sun is so hot today.. seriously wat is wrong with the weather these few months... it had been hot yet humid without a single wind.. sometimes i wonder if the world is coming to an end soon.. now of days really not a single wind.. i felt like a baked potato today under the sun today..

Went for JCG today also.. orginally cannot make it for JCG de.. but cause the range end early so took a camp to compass point for lunch and buy presents for junwei.. it's his 21th birthday tmr.. happy birthday bro.. one yr older le... must be more mature kk lol =).. having this terrible headache the whole day due to the over exposure of hot sun.. when got back home from JCG.. this terrible headache of mind was about to kill me.. end up got to eat panadol to stop the pain..

i guess i am tired ba.. took a short nap just now and feel much more refresh now.. think i shall stop here cause i am running out of things to write lol..

somewhere over the rainbow.
[11:22 PM]



Thursday, August 20, 2009

Junhao = PIG =)

SLEEPY!!.. SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP.. recently got into a sleepy spell.. when the clock strikes 12, junhao will feel @@ and sleepy.. and when the clock strike 9am, he will wake up automatically lol.. its so not like me.. usually sleeping till late afternoon.. it is kind of weird waking up at 9am thinking of what to do.. but i guess i am already a sleeping champion today hahaz..

Slept at 12 yesterday and woke up at 9am today.. went to watch drama till 11am then sleep all the way till 6pm today hahaz.. so it means that i slept for 16hs in a day ?? hahaz.. and yet there i am.. still feeling sleepy hahaz..

Sometimes i had this feeling that i am really very blessed hahaz.. went for dinner just now and guess what.. i only had 5bucks with me eh hahz.. bought a drink for 1dollar.. so left with 4 bucks.. and the food i ordered was 4 bucks too.. was so afraid that there were 7% GST charges hahaz.. so ken qiu lao mu and hope that there will not be 7% GST.. while eating met two xiao de dao qings.. and guess what.. they paid the bill for me le.. and told me that they treat me eat this meal.. so paiseh lo duh.. i insisted in returning back the amount that i had eaten but they refused to accepted.. lmcb.. so blessed that i am borned in singapore.. so blessed to have a happy family.. so blessed to have a healthy body.. so blessed to be able to ly in dao chang.. so so blessed =).. i am contented and happy with my current life =)

Going to buy some books.. tmr will try to go sans bookshop to look for a few books that jingyi intro.. haha and YES JUNHAO IS READING BOOKS LOL.. i guess alot of ppl will be shocked to read that hahaz.. reading book is better than rotting to death or sleeping to death at home ba hahaz.. =)

somewhere over the rainbow.
[10:53 PM]