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resolution for 2011

2011-01-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

Hi all (whoever that still read my dead blog)

Just have the sudden urge to blog my 2011 resolution therefore here i am typing it all out to remind myself of my targets and goals for this yr =). .. shall split my resolution into 圣事和凡事。

圣事
1) attend ren cai ban
2) LY for QCTB
3) continue learning conducting
4) improve my vocal qualities
5) lead xiao de qsn full force
6) LY for SQJ
7) learn ban dao zi li
8) B Camp Planning

凡事
1) hope that my career (trading will be better and better)
2) acheive good academic results for the year
3) waiting for march to come and all questions and answer will be solved
4) hope that i can spend my time with my family
5) go overseas with my family

hahah think thats all for now.. will add more when i think of it... =)

Revive blog =)

2010-09-14T20:02:00.003+08:00

Revive blog =)

Been a year since i updated this blog already hahaz... blogging craze has not been my interest anyway.. Many words are not meant to be said.. maybe it is better by typing =)

recently mood had been very down as i am very affected by the people around me... i wished to change but something is stopping me from changing... temper had been bad... i feel very sorry for my family cause they had to endure my temper... been worrying about so many things in life recently and it is really affecting my daily life...

What i can say is that different people got different thoughts and idealogy... Dun try to change them as you will only get disappointed in the end... Many things that we see or hear may not be the truth also.. Whether its real or fake does not matter to me anymore... i just wish that you can live happily... there are somethings that i just cannot accept...

Therefore i choose to remain silent.. I am still trying to let go but the state of emptyness is stopping me... i dun understand why i landed myself in this plight... all along maybe it is me who has been thinking only... Maybe i think too much in the end... if that is the case, you can do what u want.. I do not want to see the day when something really happen... If u really cannot control your own actions, i will only left in disappointment... i will not say much but just choose to left silently...

Well enough of emoing, i am thinking of trading futures full time as a career... It will be a very daring move and challenging job whereby there will be no CPF =).. however the returns will be much more than a salary job.. Furthermore it is my dream job as i enjoy the thrills i get from it... really hope that i can work a career out of it. Will see in future if i am able to carve a career by myself...

Shall end off with a sentence... (i choose not to say my problem as i dun wan to burden u or make your life unhappy.. maybe i am just one of the "important" person in your life.. what i can say is that, i am really disappointed in your actions)

2009-08-30T14:27:00.001+08:00

Busy months ahead.. =)

Hopefully i will have some busy months ahead..

-prepare byz xctb programme..
-prepare props for yr end taiwan sport meets..
-prepare for up coming ss muscial..
-write out a musical for bgjd 40th (still planning in progress)
-read those books that jingyi intro
-read dao shu
-watch 2 dramas
-take up more tuition assignment..
-learn piano
- learn driving (only if i have the $$)
-play games (D2, D3, FM2010)
- have a bachelors outing with junwei and co before he becomes a real man =)
-meet up with my sispec section mates
-have a night cycling with my family =)

i guess so far only got these in mind hahaz.. still got many many more but well it slips off my mind.. so will add them in when i suddenly think of ani =)

2009-08-27T17:52:00.000+08:00

Diablo 2 crazzie !! await diablo 3

Hi there.. recently been quite crazy about diablo 2 hahaz.. an old game to be exact.. hahaz.. since i was pri sch.. but the game is still fun to play.. spend my last 5 days playing and completing the game hahaz.. oh well maybe i am just too free le.. tt y spend my time playing such an old game hahz.. just when online to see some diablo 3 news.. and they got a new class.. hahaz.. total 4 classes now.. wizard, barbarian, monk and witch doctor.. how i wish they have another class (RANGER CLASS) hahaz.. and yess i am crazy about bowman hehez.. no matter wat game i play.. always take bowman de lol.. maybe it is like to my ARMY vocation hahz.. One shot One Kill =).. and the currently news is that they may come out with another class.. i hope is ranger hehez..

ok game aside.. just went to register myself in another tuition agency lol.. hope to get more tuition assignment to earn some extra income.. got to find other source of income after i ORD hehez.. so tuition will be the best option =).. still got to save money to learn piano and driving.. plus my university fees and my daily expenses.. oh ya and my insurance too.. tsk tsk... so much expenses.. must start saving more le hahaz..

Oh man i miss Gan Bu ying 2009.. haha i miss malaysia.. i miss dao chang lol.. i miss shen shi.. i miss going to malaysia with shen shi.. it is always fun to learn from malaysia qian xian.. and recently one of the malaysia qian xian took a picture of me when i was having my singing examination.. and i quite like the photo.. maybe shall upload the photo later on this blog hahaz.. ok shall stop here le... cya...

2009-08-24T21:10:00.000+08:00

Mahjong killing spree =)

Sometimes i just dun like my own attitude =(. kind of argued with my mother yesterday.. so sorry for answering back at you mum.. originally called some of my friends to play mahjong at my house de.. however my mother dun allowed so it triggered off my temper.. in the end went to NUS (siwei hostel) for the mahjong session hahaz.. and hmm it seems like a lucky place for me hahaz

we played a total of 3 rounds yesterday and total i won about $115 hahaz.. to think that we only played 20c and 40c for leisure hahaz.. sometimes it gets quite stress playing mahjong and winning so much hahaz.. cause i cannot talk much.. once i talk, sure get scolding by the remaining three players lol.. Lady luck was with me yesterday i must admit.. haha of course my lucky colour red hahaz.. everytime play mahjong must wear red de hahaz.. cannot wear black.. sometimes we just have to believe that there are such things as lucky colour eh.. hahaz.. in the end.. chris (siwei) got the most loses.. been quite a while since he lost so much le hahaz.. its almost me every round "zi mo" hahz..

ok mahjong aside hahaz.. spend another day sleeping and playing computer games today hahaz.. wasting my days away waiting to ord.. can someone pls call me out or something hahaz.. but i do not wan to spend any money outside hahaz.. =x..

2009-08-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

Sickening sun =x

Went back to camp for range today.. and hello!! its a sat ehh.. still got army stuff.. to think that i am about to ORD in 3 weeks lol.. and the sun is so hot today.. seriously wat is wrong with the weather these few months... it had been hot yet humid without a single wind.. sometimes i wonder if the world is coming to an end soon.. now of days really not a single wind.. i felt like a baked potato today under the sun today..

Went for JCG today also.. orginally cannot make it for JCG de.. but cause the range end early so took a camp to compass point for lunch and buy presents for junwei.. it's his 21th birthday tmr.. happy birthday bro.. one yr older le... must be more mature kk lol =).. having this terrible headache the whole day due to the over exposure of hot sun.. when got back home from JCG.. this terrible headache of mind was about to kill me.. end up got to eat panadol to stop the pain..

i guess i am tired ba.. took a short nap just now and feel much more refresh now.. think i shall stop here cause i am running out of things to write lol..

2009-08-20T22:53:00.000+08:00

Junhao = PIG =)

SLEEPY!!.. SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP.. recently got into a sleepy spell.. when the clock strikes 12, junhao will feel @@ and sleepy.. and when the clock strike 9am, he will wake up automatically lol.. its so not like me.. usually sleeping till late afternoon.. it is kind of weird waking up at 9am thinking of what to do.. but i guess i am already a sleeping champion today hahaz..

Slept at 12 yesterday and woke up at 9am today.. went to watch drama till 11am then sleep all the way till 6pm today hahaz.. so it means that i slept for 16hs in a day ?? hahaz.. and yet there i am.. still feeling sleepy hahaz..

Sometimes i had this feeling that i am really very blessed hahaz.. went for dinner just now and guess what.. i only had 5bucks with me eh hahz.. bought a drink for 1dollar.. so left with 4 bucks.. and the food i ordered was 4 bucks too.. was so afraid that there were 7% GST charges hahaz.. so ken qiu lao mu and hope that there will not be 7% GST.. while eating met two xiao de dao qings.. and guess what.. they paid the bill for me le.. and told me that they treat me eat this meal.. so paiseh lo duh.. i insisted in returning back the amount that i had eaten but they refused to accepted.. lmcb.. so blessed that i am borned in singapore.. so blessed to have a happy family.. so blessed to have a healthy body.. so blessed to be able to ly in dao chang.. so so blessed =).. i am contented and happy with my current life =)

Going to buy some books.. tmr will try to go sans bookshop to look for a few books that jingyi intro.. haha and YES JUNHAO IS READING BOOKS LOL.. i guess alot of ppl will be shocked to read that hahaz.. reading book is better than rotting to death or sleeping to death at home ba hahaz.. =)

2009-08-17T22:47:00.000+08:00

Junhao is an angry man today!!

SO so so pissed off with someone today.. someone who i spend close to 2 yrs with.. still have the cheek to lie to me about something... i know tat u are trying to scare me by lying to me!! but it will not work OK!!.. so much for always defending u and trying to help u... thanks ehhh... beginning to lose faith in human nature..

Seriously i must find something to do quick lol.. i am totally bored at home recently.. no games to play.. no show to watch.. no books to read lol... i dun think i should be whining over here cause many ppl out there are so busy with their works and yet i am struggling to find something to do =x.

UNISIM regristration is opening tmr and i hope that i can apply into the uni successfully.. hope everything goes well =) went for mfb today.. used mao bi to write biao wen hahaz.. OMG lol.. my handwriting is ~_~... lol its always gd to practise handwriting well from young. =)

lets hope FM2010 and D3 faster come out hahaz.. I AM SO SO SO BORED !!... =X

tata

2009-08-16T20:14:00.000+08:00

Movies and more MOVIES!!

After Qkb yesterday, went out with wu tz, bo dui, huihua, shun wen, zhicheng to watch Jack Neo latest HOR-MEDY, Where Got Ghosts.. well i rather like the word hor-medy which is a combination of horror and comedy together.. overall i give a rating of 7/10 mainly for the comedy part.. The show was quite funny and interesting although i do not like the story plot. But what can u expect from a Jack Neo film =) COMEDY AND LAUGHTER!!. i guess this show does serve its purpose in making ppl laugh =).. i rather like the army scene involving Ah Nan and Wang Lei.. give me gd memories of my army days hehez.. =)

Today early morning, went to jia ting du jing re.. Junwei was teaching Xiao Bai Chuan to the kids hahaz.. been 10 plus yrs since i last sing the song le.. bring me back memories.. not sure if i got tong nian or not cause i totally forgot the song le hahaz..

After jtdjr, went to Ye Guo Xiong tz house for his 10th anniversary tang qing.. saw his daughter Si Ping.. omg she is so so so cute !! polite and sweet.. she even sing to me the malay song (dayo sampan) and COUNT ON ME SINGAPORE.. OMG !! totally cute to the core.. oh man how i wish i can go back to tong nian hahaz..

One word of advice.. nv fall sick.. cause the medication fee is so so expensive duh!!.. just a stomachache and it caused $43 !!.. Met a interesting china lady on my journey back home just now.. she just came from china to look for a job here.. hoping to be a teacher in some school teaching chinese.. throughout the train journey, got to chat with her and know more about china.. she was quite curious about singapore educational system and how we served the army ahahz.. i hope she finds a job she really like =) ALL THE BEST TO HER

Lastly its the start of the EPL system hehez... off the the tv screen.. liverpool will be playing totterham later tonight.. hope tt liverpool will win the match later =) all the best LIVERPOOL... YOU'LL NV WALK ALONE !! =)

2009-08-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

Yawnsssss

YAWNSSSS.. i guess this sums up my day today =).. what a boring day for me.. went back to camp to do some Range thingy.. and guess what.. got assigned to be BUTT PARTY.. and guess what does a butt party do hahaz.. a butt party is in charge of pasting stickers after everyone shoot finish.. pasting stickers on the target board.. and yes!! has been doing that from 9-5 just now. total waste of time haix..

Was on my way back from camp when i board this crowded train in Outram Park.. there is this lady coughing and coughing throughout the whole journey.. haha and i dun know wat to react also.. well what if she got the most feared disease that everyone is afraid now.. but i hope she does not has it la.. and i leave it to fate lo hahaz.. cause i was standing just beside her hahaz..

And i found my lucky star yesterday night.. and he help me solve the photo issue hahaz.. and it is true that blogspot got some bug issue hahaz. but nvm found another alternative way to upload picture via photobucket.. weee make me so happy... beside fengkai, would like to thank zhikai, huiling, liru, liwen, jingyi for helping me in my blog.. for giving me advice and helping me solve the photo issue hahaz.. THANKS ALL ONCE AGAIN =)

And i am quite surprise with the high standard of education in KL private school.. their student's English is marvelous.. and well what i can say is that.. there are so many talents out there in the world.. better improve myself if not i will be outdated one day ahahz.. hope to sleep early today but i know i cannot do it de.. heez

TATA !!

2009-08-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

IS THERE A BUG IN BLOGGER??

I seriously wonder is there a bug in blogger!!!.. why can't i have the compose button.. without the whole row of button i cannot upload my photos.. starting to get annoyed by blogger.. i wonder what is wrong.. i found a alternate way of upload photo via email.. but when the photo are send over.. it turns out to be a slideshow instead and my picture cannot be view!! arggggg!!! i tried to switch to xanga or wordpress but blogspot is still the most user friendly hahaz.. i seriously hope that this problem could be solve asap... I WAN TO UPLOAD PHOTOS!!

Well wasted one whole day in Mandai Hill Camp today.. went to 1Sir ATEC debrief where they debrief everything except snipers.. but i really would like to thank 1SIR S2 for taking good care of us throughout the BME and ATEC exercise.. he make me feel like part of the leopard family hahaz.. but once a sniper, forever a sniper therefore i cannot join the leopard family :P.. he gave me us sourveniers =)..

Suddenly had a craving for PEANUTS haha.. so went to AMK HUB FAIRPRICE to buy 4 packets of peanuts hahaz.. but dun worry. i did not eat all 4 packets lol.. i bought them for this sat EPL opening matches.. however hahaz.. managed to complete one whole packet in the bus just now oppsy.. and did i mention myself eating in the bus?? hahaz.. please dun learn from me ok hahaz.. its wrong to eat in the bus heez (according to singapore law)..
while eating and watching some tv program in the bus, I MISS MY STOP!! oh no.. wat a day for me eh.. in the end instead of taking a bus back home.. i walk back from the busstop which i stop.. not a very far walk la.. about 3 bus stops away so i walk and eat peanuts at the same time hahaz..

Well tmr got to go back to PLC camp for some range thingy.. sian diao.. hope 11 of sep come faster =) ok off to my drama show..

BYEZ

Movies Marathon!!

2009-08-12T19:43:00.001+08:00

Movies Marathon!!

hi all =) just came back from a movie marathon.. went to watch GI Joe and Hangover hahaz... totally worth the money that i spend today.. manage to pay student price for both tickets by using my polytechnic ez-link hahaz.. cheap tickets plus good show make me a happy man today hahaz

Back to the movies, quite surprised that GI Joe turn out to be so nice.. if u ppl out there like transformer 2.. THIS SHOW IS FOR U.. plenty of actions and the story plot is quite gd.. enjoy watching the show.. the second show Hangover.. hmmm starting was a little boring but as it progress on, it started to get very funny hahaz.. the only spoiler to the show is lots of nudity and vulgur langauge in the show which i did not like very much ahhazs.. but overall is a very funny show with gd plot too.. saw hui hua in the cinema also hahaz..

Well lastly i wan to watch Jack Neo new movie (WHERE GOT GHOST ??). I believe that the show should be quite funny and stupid ba.. hahaz.. and would like to thank huiling for the wonderful wallet that she gave me for my birthday present.. been looking for a gd wallet for a long time. thanks once again buddy =)

Counting down my days to ORD!! 28 more days to go.. I WAN MY FREEDOM AND MY PINK IC!! hahaz.. better buy some books to read soon after i ord.. if not i will be bored.. recently staring at my com thinking of what to do hahaz.. I STILL CANNOT POST PICTURES ONTO BLOGSPOT.. apparently there is some problem with my computer and blogspot.. hope some kind expert can help me.. blogging with pictures is boring hahaz.. ok shall sign off here and watch my drama hehez =)

Choosing a Blog Name zzzz

2009-08-11T22:30:00.002+08:00

Choosing a Blog Name zzzz

guess wat!! finally i understand jingyi pain many months ago lol..
choosing a blog name took me so long to choose... well i guess i am just bored ba that why finally after much thoughts, decided to create a blog..

I guess i am the last person on earth to create a blog at this computer era world.. hahz. my knowledge for computer is absolute zero i guess hahaz..

well went back to army camp today to attend some ord function.. finally after two year.. going to complete my NS cycle le.. although i feel ABSOLUTELY DELIGHTED that i am about to ord soon.. however i feel quite @@.. i guess i am afraid i will be quite lost after september hahaz..

Went to Sakura with my fellow sniper mates for our ord lunch.. and no prizes for guessing.. as usual hahaz.. i got nth to eat!!.. so in the end i nv pay a single cent =)

Next up. i wan to change my blogskin and try to upload some photos of the current Gan Bu Ying i managed to attend in Malaysia =)

EDITING OF BLOGSKIN!!

2009-08-11T17:22:00.001+08:00

EDITING OF BLOGSKIN!!

Guess wat!!.. i took more than 4h to edit a blogskin.. i guess i am just a complete idiot when come to computer hahaz.. opps but i am quite satisfied with what i edited so far..
next up.. will try to learn how to upload photos into the blog hahahz..

Its 230am in the morning le.. but i dun feel sleepy at all.. and i am now in a fairly good mood.. few hours ago, almost went bonkers trying to sort out the blogskin thingy.. ani kind soul can teach me how to upload photos lol.. and i got tons of question to ask about this blog thingy hahaz.. if only i paid attention in class during secondary and polytechnic computer lab lesson.. hahaz..

i guess its late already.. going to watch drama before i go to slp hehez.. Tmr on leave so can slp the whole day.. i guess i catching movie of my poly buddy tmr.. GI JOE and Hangover here i come !!!=)